How to Be a New Energy Creator; Part 3
How to Be a New Energy Creator Part 3
True Expression, Alchemy and Zero Point
Part 3 of a 3 Part Series
When we have a real passion to do something it has nothing to do with whether the old version of you likes it or not.
Sounds weird but its coming from a different place then what we’re used to.
Passion as a New Energy creator comes from the reason you’re here on this planet. It’s not something we necessarily understand or relate to from a human perspective.
The passion is to make the energy New, to evolve the human species.
As we do this we find that new desires come bubbling up to the surface that we didn't know were there. Desires that come from your wholeness.
When we feel these desires they can’t be denied for very long because you will suffer for it.
I had A LOT of unworthiness and doubt around all this. I have to step through all of it. You know the gut wrenching feelings that make you want to shrink?
It took walking through that 500 times to start putting my writing online.
It’s not because I don’t want to share but because this body has so much trauma and lies embedded into it.
The body screams danger and we listen to it, that is until we begin to see what’s really going on.
We have to recognize the difference between energy and consciousness so that these trauma’s and beliefs aren’t where we act or don’t act from.
If I listened to the unworthiness and just stopped posting articles I would experience relief in that moment because the unworthiness isn’t being stirred up but ultimately this would imprison me more because I’m suppressing consciousness expressing through me in the way it desires to be expressed.
It requires an honesty with yourself. It requires a willingness to see whats true Now, over everything else.
When you see these sensations of unworthiness and doubt for what they are and keep taking steps anyway, you are getting out of the mental prisons.
The action is coming from your wholeness, not from the unworthiness.
So it’s not about posting my writing online but really it’s about listening to a deeper desire and following that even though there are 500 “road blocks” saying “You’re not worthy. You have to stop talking. You sound crazy.”
In my case, the personality of my old self doesn’t want to or like to post blogs.
And I Know that that is just my energy talking and not my consciousness.
Creative intelligence or Gnost says without words, ‘This is how we are sharing the light today.’ And my Will moves us into further by stepping through the old stories.
So I take a deep breath and I align with who I am Now and I post a blog because there is a passion coming from my wholeness to do it, to express and to share my gifts, even though my nervous system may protest.
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Learning to act from our consciousness takes getting used to, especially if we have been obeying fear and letting it stop us.
If we just instead see the fear as a doorway to walk through rather than a road block we start to train ourselves to walk out of the smallness we have bought into.
Those inner actions are the steps to freedom we seek.
These daily small seeming inner actions are where the gold is.
We’ve allowed ourselves to get very small and insignificant in a lot of ways.
We don’t even realize it because we are not aware of how often we listen to the lies instead of taking internal steps through them.
The world feels huge as we shrink under the gravity of a million thoughts and beliefs that aren’t even real.
A way we see whats real and what’s not real is by looking at the things that scare us the most and instead of running from them we look at them long enough to learn that they are temporary feeling states that show up and then leave. That’s it.
We learn that the only thing left standing is consciousness.
Consciousness is always there and is unchanging.
It is the backdrop to all the energy flowing by through time and space.
It’s real.
So as we feel this realness and abide in it we sense a new way to express.
We feel an alignment between expression and being.
The new energy age is calling for us to find this voice. No matter what medium it’s shining through doesnt matter. Find your unique expression.
When we know who we are and express from there we are creating a world of undistorted love. A reality where real love can shine through you, a being that is love in motion.
Energy and consciousness in unity, in alignment.
A whole being.
I’m worthy to express and experience from my Wholeness and so are you.
The old creations have to go to create something new with accuracy. We have to recode our DNA if there are codes working against who you are Now. This is ongoing because who you are Now is dynamic. So getting good at feeling and interpreting sensation is super important. Not through thought but through insight first.
This is zero point living which I’ll go over later. We want to master this to be able to live on that edge of the rise and fall of creation.
We are building our light body, a body made from unifying energy and consciousness, a body made from love.
We build it through walking through the old into the new every day. We get good at this and it becomes second nature. A new open program is created through consciousness to keep the machine going.
I want to go over what the sensation of the creation of love in the body feels like. I think it is helpful to become skillful at interpreting sensations because it brings awareness to what is actually going on so the mind can come along in its proper place, as the second chair to all this.
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Alchemy has a quality that changes as you change to allow more grace, beauty and joy to take over.
We want joy as a baseline. As a New Energy Creator the passion to create yourself anew again and again is the joy! It surpasses human passions, its fulfilling in a way that’s indescribable.
The more adept we get at creation the easier it is to be in sync with the dance that’s going on.
Alchemy, which is very real and what new energy creators do, goes from intense to a consistent low grade hum.
It’s very uncomfortable at first and becomes something you get used to.
It’s related to Will and Gnost now being present.
And it will completely change everything in a real and lasting way.
Going new is not a walk in the park when there is a lot of mental accumulation of distortion in the body.
We aren’t moving checker pieces around we are remaking ourselves. Evolving the species organically. A new human.
Sit with that.
This is why Will needs to be in charge because the human will wants absolutely no part of this. It’s a destruction of its domain. And it will go down fighting like a rabid dog at times.
But it’s what needs to be for transformation.
We have to learn what creation feels like in the body so we can learn to work with it and make it easier on ourselves. Let’s bring some grace and beauty into all this!
Will goes from feeling like an outside force making me doing things i don't want to do to my real Will, as I embody it.
So I’m no longer the little me fighting tooth and nail, when I get the hang of what is going on it flips around and the little me is no longer behind the wheel.
This happens when the sensation of surrender is allowed to become a part of all this. When we let that sensation be here more and more without pushing it away or distracting ourselves it becomes the most beautiful mechanism for all of this to fall into Grace.
For me it started off feeling like an excavation in my body.
The sensation that things long hidden away and stored in locked boxes were under a spotlight.
There is a sensation of burning away in various parts of my body. In my gut and in my heart space especially.
Consciousness is here now, in the body, and it’s reclaiming its energy.
The nervous system is being triggered and rewired for consciousness.
The nervous system has been wired for a separate self moving through time and space and now it needs to acclimate to a very different truth. One that includes ALL moving through it rather than just what the identity preferred and didn’t prefer.
So the nervous system is stretching its capacity to accommodate more of its true nature and to be able to be in the now moment where everything is immediately seen and made new rather then put off or delayed into an illusory future.
As I embody more of whats real I get better at the dance occurring between New Energy form and New Energy formless.
The physical matter is ascending and the light body is descending. The physical body isn’t going anywhere it’s just resonating with consciousness now.
All parts are coherent.
Grace takes over and it keeps all of this in alignment with a permanent sensation of surrender within.
This keeps everything moving without stagnation.
The intensity settles down and now there is a consistent low hum sensation in my chest keeping the New Energy alchemy generator going.
The bliss the spiritual ego couldn’t let go of is felt in ebbs and flows and is allowed to come and go as it does. As is everything else.
The outside world is more malleable than we thought it was as it seems to reconstruct itself around your newness. You do the inner work and the energy around you responds to who you are Now.
The ground comes up to meet you as you take steps out into nothing.
A new human is created, one that finds safety in alignment rather than patterns and can feel and interpret the sensations in their bodies.
Where everything that was once vibrating in separation can be reclaimed by consciousness and made new in its light.
Where all of our nervous system faculties are online and dedicated to making heaven on earth a very real and tangible experience.
About a year before self-realization I had an ankle injury.
For 2 days before the incident I was in a state of total bliss. No matter where I was or what I was doing I was blissed out in a way I had never experienced before that.
Then I slipped on a sheet of ice on my driveway and had the worst ankle injury of my life.
Bliss went out the door.
This was right before Covid hit the world. Good timing.
What followed this injury was a prolonged period of what I initially thought was depression. I felt like everything I had ever cared about was shriveling up inside me, all the passion, all the enjoyment of life was gone. Everything was dry, stale and empty.
I later came to realize that this was not depression. Depression is a mental and emotional state. A time based experienced. This was something else.
My mind said depression and insight revealed a much deeper more profound beginning of a much needed integration and ultimately a transmigration of awareness.
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So a phase in the transformation from old to new includes whats called detachment.
Detachment is when all the circuitry in your brain disconnects from the old patterns.
The neural networks stop firing like they were.
The reason for this is because those old ways of firing were what kept your old self intact. They were the patterns and stories. The linear cell to adjacent cell connections that looped around again and again. Those hormones or neurotransmitters cease to be able to perform like they were. The game is officially over.
They need to disconnect and it feels like the empty void. You can’t muster up the energy to care about anything. All human passion drains away.
While this feels painful it’s actually a really good thing because it’s the pre-requisite to living in and from zero point, in the Now.
We have to detach from what we were in order to fully be who we are now.
What we were was a mostly unconscious creator who thought they were a separate person walking through time and space who felt very attached to an outside experience of life that they believe is real and therefore suffered for it. The world reflected this reality.
What we are now is the conscious creator. This is very different. And the world will reflect this as we make that turn around into this new way of being.
So this is all happening in the void of Self, taking the steps into the darkness, sensing our way through without the old tools to guide us, learning to translate new sensations, a consistent dissolving of the old self.
Consciousness is re-writing the codes and we now have access to our whole mind of light.
So we use space to help the linear mind come along to be able to understand a new way to be.
We use it to back up and slow way way down into stillness. That stillness leads to insight which helps us to be able to see and know clearly so comprehension can dawn in the once limited mind.
It naturally gets into alignment this way.
Detachment matures as the void goes from empty to full, empty and full.
We get good at living from the zero point where everything begins and returns to consciousness.
Everything becomes a living mediation. I am in the perpetual stillness as the body moves through life.
The dream remains lucid.
I am fully in it and yet I’m not lost in the minds attachments so what felt like total and utter detachment now feels like total involvement without the stickiness.
I am in the Now moment and everything is here.
My nervous system gradually adapts to this sensation of the All without the filter of the old identity.
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So we have the experience in sensation of detachment now because it occurred spontaneously so we know what it feels like.
Having that experience under our belt and the insight which came through stillness helps us to interpret accurately what is truly going on. It’s not depression as the linear mind would label it, it’s the central nervous system unplugging from its attachments to what is.
We can use this to detach at Will when we notice the mind is getting entangled, we can drop back down into the zero point whenever is necessary for a refresh.
Or when we have had enough of any particular story it can just dissolve without needing a specific outcome. We can be fully immersed in the story without attaching to it.
We live in renewal and refine our creations in real time, moment to moment.
We go in for everything now, going in is where everything we need is. The outside world begins to reflect that. It must because it always has done.
The choice is always yours.
Life will honor what you choose to play in and believe. Time and space will always obey you the creator so it pays off to make choices that encourage states of further and it gets easier because we get better at it.
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I don’t love the world, the world is an illusion.
What I love is that it provides a landscape for God consciousness to play in.
So attaching myself to, giving meaning or my love to phenomena is not it.
Giving my attention, thoughts, energy to God consciousness is it.
And that means all parts of myself fully enjoy and are fully engaged with life and the world is a reflection of this.
This concludes the 3 part series of How to Be a New Energy Creator.
I hope this inspired you or gave you moments of repose. Moments of sinking deeper into yourself for that nourishment that only your consciousness can provide.
We are each creating our reality whether we know it or not. When we know it and create with accuracy we enjoy a world that is as dynamic, abundant and connected as you know yourself to be.
Thank you so much for listening and reading. I’m here for comments and emails.
Radiating love to all! Be Well.