Implications of Going from Allowing to Commanding
To stop feeling like a puppet on a string you have to know that there is something manipulating you.
If something triggers you into acting in ways you really don't want to it’s a good sign you are acting from an outdated program.
We all have the tools to change these programs for ourselves.
We do this through looking at them for what they really are. We are used to putting blinders on or pushing things away that we don't like. Maybe that’s a program too…..?
If we stop the madness by first allowing everything to just be there as it is we can then move into a more advanced action step that actually works to end the suffering and so much more.
In other words, when the identity who gate keeps what’s good and what’s bad or that automatically believes that every thought and feeling is real and true, is no longer the one in control, we begin to look at what’s arising instead of reacting to it.
When we look without reacting on autopilot we are allowing. It’s a form of surrender. We are putting ourselves in a position that is receptive to change. This is very important.
It opens doors, it creates a willingness within you for something else.
Just that simple (and repetitive) switch completely changes what can come next because an entire field of possibilities was just revealed to you whether you know it or not.
A whole field of something new became your new landscape to create with.
When we get the hang of this we can take it further and this step is where the gold is because it puts YOU in control of your body of consciousness. Not the identity but the real you, the one who can truly create.
So in this next step we are going from allowing to commanding.
The first step was passive, it made you an observer. It opened that field up which is crucial. The next step is an active one.
For me this step is usually met with discomfort. It’s one thing to be standing at the precipice of expanded awareness and it’s something else entirely to actively step out into it again and again.
This is the action that needs to take place within us in order to be creators and create real and lasting change.
It’s what creates new realities, puts an end to the feeling that you have no control over your energy and ultimately I feel it is what brings the body along into the Absolute.
So in my experience a big part of taking steps out of patterns beyond the ability to recognize them, which is so important, is to face the discomfort and unworthiness.
These seem to go hand in hand.
The way I see it, the discomfort comes from the creative tension of interrupting neurotransmitters at the synapses in order to lay new track in uncharted territory and the unworthiness comes from stepping into a grander version of yourself.
For example, I got used to using wine as a crutch to relax and feel better. I became aware of what I was doing, and I allowed the awareness to seep in around that. I slowly backed away from that vice because if I had just stopped cold turkey at the time I would have just grabbed onto something else to make myself feel better because I had not done the work to look within for what I actually need.
This is a pattern I’ve had throughout this lifetime. I smoked pot for years and gave it up and had a void to fill. I filled it with alcohol. I smoked cigarettes for 10 years and I quit but I had a void to fill and so I filled it with extreme sports or travel adventures. Always looking and looking for meaning, fulfillment and purpose out there on the surface.
The pattern just jumps from one crutch to the next. So no real change, right?
The real change came in when I first allowed the awareness of what was going on by using time and space to pause before acting on the pattern so that my Gnost and consciousness could swirl into those synapses interrupting the immediate gratification this body was used to getting.
This opened up doors to more. Then the creative tension of this interruption is felt in the body as my consciousness is now in command of the energy. And I am also standing in the higher mind watching the Atlantean designed mind making demands to feel better and the emotional body having a fit. It’s a mess and everything is in chaos and something is beginning to change fundamentally. It’s all there.
There’s a key to all this though that is a big one.
As you stop acting to feel better and instead the act comes in as a motion towards God, eventually, a new way of communicating begins to appear.
If you are not actively reaching towards your Gnost to make connections that you aren't aware of yet because it’s a potential you can not see, then you are vulnerable to falling back into the pattern.
So you have to take conscious control of the space that you just created. Otherwise cause and effect will begin to take over again as it does in this reality.
If cause and effect take over, then you will begin to recreate a finite experience again.
The neurotransmitters in the firing synopsis will find adjacent cells to reconnect to because they are designed to do that.
If this occurs without a stable sense of your chitta, your higher mind which is accessed when you feel into your entire body of consciousness simultaneously, the connection can go no further then to the cells directly next to it which is extremely limiting.
Instead you can look to your Gnost to make the connections in the dark matter, the plasma of your entire universe.
It can connect anywhere and everywhere to create the greatest outcomes for the bigger picture of who you are.
This kind of leap into the higher mind triggers unworthiness in my experience.
It can trigger this, not to stop you from exploring uncharted territory but as an indication that you are really going beyond who you think you are and into more of who you really are.
It’s there to be stepped through, to see it for what it is and to walk one step at a time right through.
It’s likely coming from a part of you that put self imposed limitations on from trauma, keeping it looping in the illusion.. We all have lifetimes where we forgot what’s real and what’s illusion. These parts of us all need to come home and we need to feel what they feel to end the cycles and let those stories expand out into something new.
The way out of that limitation is to feel the unworthiness and keep going anyway.
To let your consciousness take command of your energy not the other way around. If the energy took command in that moment you would just return to patterned loops and old stories to temporarily feel better until you needed to feel better again. The old suffering pattern that we all know so well.
We need to show our bodies a new way to communicate.
Think about the current nervous system. It’s composed of neurons that communicate information through neurotransmitters or hormones. This nervous system was created from something that already existed but was engineered for the experience of separation. This nervous system is what creates the reality that we all experience here.
If we took away all the linear cause effect relationships in our bodies we would cease to exist here. It would be too much for the body to handle because that’s all it knows as existence itself. The body is a product of the earth, of this relative reality.
So the body is really the thing that needs to acclimate to the Absolute. It needs to happen gradually. It feels to me like a slow atrophy of the hormones our bodies are used to communicating with being replaced by a new communication “hormone” which isn't really new, its just something we haven't had access to in a long time.
I feel like this is where Gnost will and does enter into the equation . Our innate knowingness is how we communicate between cells, between parts and pieces of our selves.
Gnost is the neurotransmitter in the new nervous system.
Gnost isn’t new but when we allow it to swirl into this bodies nervous system the body goes new and can adapt to a reality with different parameters, different rules.
I feel that learning to command the energy is what prepares my body to adapt to the absolute and ultimately to be able to come with us, with our consciousness wherever we may go.
