Absorbing the Divine to Be the Christ

To have the experience of being a New Energy creator we have to understand how creation works and what our true nature is. Having the experience of going from human consciousness to GodConsciousness to Christ Consciousness (or New Energy) takes the exploration and observation of the transfiguration. (It’s not linear but that’s how the language works so we work with what we’ve got.) 

And to have the experience we have to navigate ourselves at the deepest layers. At the layers we don’t understand, that we can’t see or hear, yet.

We have to explore even when it all seems dark and empty. Because that’s how it does feel most of the time until it doesn’t. Over and over again.

It takes a lot of effort by way of actively allowing change to occur. By way of learning what is going on within and without. A diligence and a passion for understanding the truth again and again.

It pays off in big ways.

It’s not something that your human wants to do because it’s silent and dark and there is nothing to stimulate the mind in the same ways. The transformation has a way of ripping from your hands what you cling to as well, until you learn to work with the tides.

We are learning an entirely new way to be in order to go from full on human experience/wisdom cycles to GodConsciousness which is vast and transcendent and back to be New Energy incarnate. 

New Energy has the wisdom accumulated from all of its experience on earth over eons of time and it listens to and understands it’s true creator nature through subjective navigation of the inner self, in order to bring the 2 together in a vertically balanced and layered One.

This question was asked in The New Energy Creator Patreon page (1) by Sarah herself, in the chat, and I’m answering it here because there is just so much to say about it! 

The question was :

“Has the Christ consciousness called for you to be different in the world? How?”

So here are some things I’m feeling and experiencing at varying degrees - 

1-  I’m able to sense the subtle yet deeply profound alchemy of simplicity through the act of kindness, which I feel is a quality of New Energy. It comes from the understanding that what is in one is in the All.

I had a conversation with Sue B. and she deepened this even more for me. Kindness that comes from the infinite is instantly healing. Meaning, it can shine a light on a misunderstanding that we are holding onto or are anchored to in time/space and dissolve it right there and then.

Kindness is like a key that unlocks an illusory prison door. It lets in forgiveness for the misunderstanding of thinking that this reality is real (or permanent) and it brings a levity to the gravity of what we are carrying around.

I’m reminded of what Kuthumi said once to a woman asking him to heal her, he said , “You’re already healed.” When those words come from the All they are like a glimpse, a flash into the Absolute, which can bring on GodSelf level realizations.

2- I can’t act in an automated karmic pattern anymore without serious consequences.

So here’s an example : I was traveling with my husband and we arrived at the LA airport and we were picking up our luggage on one of the carousels. I asked him a question about our car rental that triggered a part of him and he went into the archetype of the authority figure. I could immediately feel myself acquiescing to the dynamic of victim/perpetrator. I had the awareness to step to the side internally and ask “What is happening?” as the dynamic unfolded and I felt like I had no control over acting like a victim, like a wounded child who can’t do anything right.

It literally felt like being sucked back into the gravity of the birth process, into the finite experience of the horizontal. I was aware and acting out this pattern like a puppet at the same time. It was so hard on my nervous system that I couldn’t talk and I had to just take deep breaths for like 15 minutes to come back myself. It was pretty brutal. 

I realized that I cannot do things like that anymore. That those kinds of dynamics cannot come into Theos and so I either get kicked out to act in those karmic plays or I say NO and stay in Theos. This No is coming from the mouth of God, which feels like the gatekeeper into the Kingdom.

3- The more I actively allow through creative tension the more the subject/object collapses. 

So I have a much more resilient nervous system now. I’m not creating new anchors and I’m acting much less from old ones so my new nervous system is always in the vertical. In the vertical there is no story attached to experience so the central nervous system is relaxed and I’m fully all here to deal with life as it is right now.

So there is a sense of stability in the ever changing new.

Through the discipline of actively allowing creative tension to dissolve creations in real time I learned that I am truly in control of my reality. When the dualistic nervous system was just reacting to life as if it was outside, the new nervous system feels an intimacy with what’s in our immediate awareness and we now know how to create real change rather than just trying to control or negotiate life by moving finite energy around. 

4- New Energy fully lives and fully lets go.  It chooses what it gives life to and what it lets dissolve back. It doesn’t live in attachment to outcome.

Getting the mental and emotional bodies in the flow of GodConsciousness puts New Energy in command. You can’t be jerked around by experience, by thoughts, emotions because you have the creator ability to dissolve what isn’t serving you through love, through command of the energy. When you say NO, that reality cannot rise up from the backdrop of creation. 

We get used to zero point living, to life full on and at the same time full on dissolving, this is what living energy is. It does not get stuck or stop moving. It’s always in motion.

Feel free to share your own experiences and expressions in the comments below! I always love hearing from you guys.

Have a beautiful day ☀️.

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1. New Energy Creator Patreon page - Ascended Master Teachings for the New Energy Era. Sarah, Kuthumi and Morya

Flow State

I just had a day in total flow state. 

No thoughts, no separation. A unified experience expression in a vertical Now.

This is what freedom feels like.

It’s not a pulling away from life, it’s a complete state of uninterrupted flow of all my energy.

This is a similar state that artists and extreme sport people strive for. It’s a feeling brought on by such an acute intensity of focus. In extreme sports people are enduring conditions which requires that their minds and bodies be fully engaged with their task. All moving in the same direction towards the same goal.

Meditation on Chita has the same felt effect at a larger scale. It can unify the mind and body with the beyond. It creates such an inner intensity that we generate a similar sensation without the need for the physical extremes. 

And the wave length we are vibing with is not an outside goal to attain but an inner sensation of the I Exist. Something that never wavers but is a constant we can always be aligned with. It can be a way of life.
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When you can acutely be in the vertical all action that comes from you is coming from a state beyond the individual and therefore is not motivated by a singular agenda in any way.

The vertical Now does not just contain an individual now moment, it actually contains every moment past and present that ever was and ever will be.

You become the multiply singular and so all of you is here. 

It is so wide open, and yet it’s occurring through a seemingly singular individual from an outside point of view.

In reality that individual is experiencing the All, the Chita without separation but with total unification of a singular communications network.

The third nervous system is engaged and all there is is seeing, hearing, walking, cooking, driving. There is no one to separate out from the experience and expression.

A flow state unobscured by a “me”.

The third nervous system does not look back or project ahead, it is intensely involved with only what is which is an expanded consciousness.

It is a transcendental state.

Everything is God and you are God. It’s not just intellectual, it’s a merging with the field of knowingness, of the mind of Light and it’s experienced tangibly.

A vertical Now that only knows compassion because nothing is excluded here. When we open to this state we know action beyond pattern. And we can’t bypass anything here. We look because it is here to be looked at.

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When we really feel our smallness in this universe we can sense the grander intelligence all around us. We can admit our limited understanding of this world and what we think we know.

I can look at the bird outside and realize that I don't really know what that is.

That realization has a profound effect on our experience of life.

It puts us in the let go. It has a devotional feeling to it, a stepping back from being the knower. This act alone is so profound. Simple and life changing. It’s heart opening too. It really helps you to feel how held you are and have always been.

There is an acknowledgment that there is an intelligence so much greater then you and you also realize that it is you.

Acknowledging that you are a speck of dust is not demeaning it’s incredible and liberating. It makes you curious about life again, it brings up so much self inquiry and opens so many doors. 

It actually creates a scenario for you to touch the divine dimensions because it generates the subtle energy to be able to have flow-state like experiences.  

We have to generate the energy through self awareness practices. The components of life need to be purified and redirected towards God so that we can know these higher consciousness states.

And as we live from this vertical Now we can access all of it. 

We are here at every layer and layers are accessed when we let go of our need to be singular. This little part doesn't have to be the knower when there are other parts that are much better at it. And since I’m in the vertical I can experience those parts too.

It’s so simple and so satisfying as we get the hang of New Energy dynamics. As we move away from separation and step into multiplicity we can experience and express from every layer of self without having to leave the physical body.

The third circle of creation is available with and as and through this very vehicle.