There is a deep deep well of creational intelligence accessed beneath your willingness to look beyond what you think you know to be true. 

It’s accessed when you drop your sword and open to it, when you allow it to make a crack in the facade you’ve been living behind. When that crack forms something gets in that feels like an insatiably curious passion to see everything that’s been operating in the programmed state.

When you’re willing to look directly at it, at the gaping darkness you’ve been running from, you’ll find that it’s looking directly back at you, it always has been. 

It comes alive when you back away from your limited mind. A task that brings fear and confusion because it is, has been, the main tool to get us through life. And now we are doing life in a new way. This way doesn't exclude the mind yet it’s not at the wheel any longer in the same way. 

We tap into a new way of living. It requires the willingness to turn your insides into jelly, to hollow out and open to what is already here but that you haven't been able to access simply because of the way you’ve been going at it.

Honesty with yourself and constant humility and willingness to let mental conclusions or mental absolutes crumble away is required. There is a diligence to this because so much behavior and belief occurs on autopilot. 

Embodiment after realization is letting God see everything. You realize you are God and then in order to reorient around that new “identity” you must let God in to see everything you created when you forgot you were That. Everything. You are now God doing it for God.

The eyes looking are the eyes of love and compassion. It’s a love that holds no dualistic attributes. There is no judgement, there is no comfort either. Its just a looking at what is. 

It can feel cold from the human perspective and terrifying. It’ll feel like your insides are just all out there on the table under the spotlight. And after awhile it’ll be understood to be the greatest gift you have given yourself. It’s an incredible GIFT. 

You begin to understand that there’s nothing to fear. There’s nothing to hide from. The one looking is you, the real you. 

The redemptive love that wants to see is burning away any and all vestiges of shame, guilt, right/wrong. It’s showing you over time that you are forgiven for everything and ultimately that there was nothing to forgive. 

There was never anything to forgive because this reality that you took as real is not. And all it ever was was God playing, God experiencing itself. It’s all God and always has been.

This is the true freedom that we all seek. It’s not a freedom from anything. Its an all inclusive knowing that there is nothing you are not. There is nothing that is outside of you. That the human moving through time and space is the illusion. 

It’s a circular journey. You thought you left oneness and became a separate being only to realize you never did. This has been it all along.

It’s absolutely extraordinary and completely ordinary.

This is when new life begins, again. Always spiraling into more and more. A never ending adventure into more of you. 

There is always more to discover at that edge of the known and the unknown. This is dark diving.