When I feel into the vertical stack which contains all of Self lit up with consciousness there is a sensation of reciprocity.

We are all realized beings who come from the same Divine ground, all of us connected, and each of us sovereign ones that contain all.

When I feel into this electro magnetic grid of Self I at first sensed a vast aloneness. I felt empty and could only feel the nothingness of the voided absolute.

As I explore it has begun to feel less empty and more like a multidimensional landscape of many pieces creating a support system of mutual give and take all with the same underlying Will.

Each piece choosing for itself to surrender to its true nature and become a part of a much larger wholeness and greater understanding of its own purpose in the grand scheme of all things.

We each are playing a role that completes the puzzle in a layered blueprint of everything that has ever been and ever will be.

An orchestrated symphony of Divine intelligence all in favor of the unified desire for more expansion into Self.

As we allow the human to evolve into something new we are connecting with parts of Self who know how to do this. We go beyond time and connect to the ancient creators of this human vessel and receive the knowingness that transcends space to support the re-writing of what was, to experience the new.

These ancient creators are also You.

We open up to more of our energy to access our purpose and as we do this we are changing the world as we know it, we are entering through doors we were not able to see before and the aloneness and emptiness we felt starts to become something else.

Sovereignty becomes something else.

I know this lifetime is a creation, born from many with a dream to fulfill beyond this singular lifetime or “normal” human experience.

There is a grand design at play. Something I can only access through the complete surrender of what I think I am and what this lifetime is about.

I can feel the light of awareness shining on this lifetime, gently and not so gently at times coaxing it into its purpose. This light shines through other versions of Self who have become so transparent I am able to see the truth.

And I feel the whole diamond shinning as One as we all remember and allow what we thought was sovereignty to dissolve into the All.

I was created and given my own will, I returned to Self and realized there is a grander plan to follow, I can only follow this map through an inner knowingness, and the facade of self falls away through this willingness to see the bigger picture.

This is when divine purpose is felt and can shine through.

This is when whatever was left of the “fight” falls away to the side because its so pointless and only self destructive. 

A reciprocity between all parts is the only thing that makes sense as any desire to be in a specific location moves further and further away. When the identity ceases to need to be seen as this or as that it all starts to get more clear.

We are all in this together when we connect to the backdrop , something that can only be truly understood through sensation on an individual basis.

Going beyond the illusion of time and space allows me to feel all of this deeply in an orchestra of sensation.

Surrender is absolute bliss.