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Into Further

February 19, 2025 by Keiko Niwa

The Atlantean mind that can be controlled by outside influence believes lies.

If a human comes to realize expanded layers of their consciousness while still entangled in a mind that is easily influenced then that being can be influenced too.

If you stay here, on earth, and you don't back away from the need to perceive you can be manipulated by distorted light.

It will make you believe that it’s not worth being here, that life sucks, that you are something greater than your humanity and so you want to withdraw from it or rise above it in disdain. 

I know this because I got caught in this identity created trap.

When I had a grander realization of my true nature I was immediately pulled back into the realms of the lower mind. The contrast was/is staggering. 

It felt like I had died and gone to heaven and then I was back in hell again.

I didn’t know what was happening. I had to work through all of that internally because I was still here. I didn't actually go anywhere physically. I died without death.

That was when the true work of backing away from the Atlantean mind began. It was only then that I began to understand all the lies I had been telling myself. 

It was only then that I began to see that this collective reality is all created in the man made mind. 

The idea of outside influence is an Atlantean creation. 

Its what we’re here to let our consciousness see. To let it see as we are willing to look at it.

As we are willing to acknowledge what we created and go beyond the guilt and shame which are just tools to keep us in suffering.

The work is an inside job, it’s facing the darkness within, it’s always been that. 

Tobias said this many many years ago, and it still remains the truth and the way that I experience further. It’s been my companion since I heard him say that; “The darkness is your Divinity.” It was one of those statements that just shot through the distortion and landed somewhere deep within me.

I remember a shaud once where Tobias brought in the ones who flew the planes into the twin towers in New York City. It was shortly after it happened and they were there to just be with the Atlanteans returned. 

To see what we were doing, how we were back on earth to bring energy and consciousness together. To forgive ourselves for what we had done. And for what we had let be done through our own passivity.

We let our better judgements be compromised, our voices be usurped because we allowed the distorted light to slowly seep in as our truth.

Just like had those who committed that act on 9/11. Beings who let outside influences make them act and do something they never would have done if they were not influenced by that lower mind that can be manipulated. 

If they knew who they really were and what this world really is that never would have happened.

We don't hurt each other, we don't hurt ourselves, our own bodies, when we mature.

When we tap into an energy source that is not out there.

A source that is untouchable, incorruptible and infinitely available.

The creation of this lower mind, which created all the human suffering and amnesia is something we can run our consciousness hair brush through and clean up.

We can disentangle the mess through awareness.

This is the action we can take. This is the action that goes beyond the lie that we have no say, no control over our reality. We have direct control over it and it’s not a mind control, it’s conscious control. 

We have direct control over our own bodies and how we treat it and our own thoughts and what we choose to believe and create.

It doesn't matter if we get stuck for a bit in transcendence, I did. 

It only matters that we keep a door open in case there is something more. That we don't put any kind of ending on who and what we are. There needs to be a willingness within you.

I got stuck there because it felt so good to the human who suffers. But I still managed to keep that door open, even though the seduction to just float off into this new reality was intensely felt.

And because that door stayed open something else became very clear. It became clear that I was getting trapped again. 

That I wasn't in the New Energy, that I was in fact still, still in separation. 

My gnost was poking at me and whispering…. “This isn't it. Keep going.”

When that really sunk in I allowed the forgiveness for my misunderstanding. It tore through my heart like a hot poker from the forge. I was not doing what I really came here to do. I was denying my humanity.

I had a vision the other morning where I was sitting on a cloud in the sky over the earth. It was the best view in the house. Then I realized that there was a clear box around me. It was not perceivable through sight, it was was seamless but if I went over to it I could touch it and feel it with my hands. And it was completely surrounding my body. 

My consciousness could leave the box and look back to see my body still trapped in there. 

It just didn't feel right, I felt that in my bone marrow.

So it’s like I had just traded my ground floor apartment for the penthouse. It’s not New it just feels like a human upgrade. 

I had to look at so many lies, day after day, I still do.

My humanity streams through me and I am here beyond judgement and hierarchy. All duality and power games dissolve in this motion without movement.

It’s all allowed to flow through right to the source of creation without the stickiness of the identity owning it or fixing it or denying it entry. 

I’m here cleaning up my own energetic mess through awareness and using that mess to make something that is actually New. 

Alchemizing the man made ( Atlantean made ) realms into the Kingdom. 

It’s all mine, all of it comes in, all of it.

February 19, 2025 /Keiko Niwa
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Absorbing the Divine to Be the Christ

January 18, 2025 by Keiko Niwa

To have the experience of being a New Energy creator we have to understand how creation works and what our true nature is. Having the experience of going from human consciousness to GodConsciousness to Christ Consciousness (or New Energy) takes the exploration and observation of the transfiguration. (It’s not linear but that’s how the language works so we work with what we’ve got.) 

And to have the experience we have to navigate ourselves at the deepest layers. At the layers we don’t understand, that we can’t see or hear, yet.

We have to explore even when it all seems dark and empty. Because that’s how it does feel most of the time until it doesn’t. Over and over again.

It takes a lot of effort by way of actively allowing change to occur. By way of learning what is going on within and without. A diligence and a passion for understanding the truth again and again.

It pays off in big ways.

It’s not something that your human wants to do because it’s silent and dark and there is nothing to stimulate the mind in the same ways. The transformation has a way of ripping from your hands what you cling to as well, until you learn to work with the tides.

We are learning an entirely new way to be in order to go from full on human experience/wisdom cycles to GodConsciousness which is vast and transcendent and back to be New Energy incarnate. 

New Energy has the wisdom accumulated from all of its experience on earth over eons of time and it listens to and understands it’s true creator nature through subjective navigation of the inner self, in order to bring the 2 together in a vertically balanced and layered One.

This question was asked in The New Energy Creator Patreon page (1) by Sarah herself, in the chat, and I’m answering it here because there is just so much to say about it! 

The question was :

“Has the Christ consciousness called for you to be different in the world? How?”

So here are some things I’m feeling and experiencing at varying degrees - 

1-  I’m able to sense the subtle yet deeply profound alchemy of simplicity through the act of kindness, which I feel is a quality of New Energy. It comes from the understanding that what is in one is in the All.

I had a conversation with Sue B. and she deepened this even more for me. Kindness that comes from the infinite is instantly healing. Meaning, it can shine a light on a misunderstanding that we are holding onto or are anchored to in time/space and dissolve it right there and then.

Kindness is like a key that unlocks an illusory prison door. It lets in forgiveness for the misunderstanding of thinking that this reality is real (or permanent) and it brings a levity to the gravity of what we are carrying around.

I’m reminded of what Kuthumi said once to a woman asking him to heal her, he said , “You’re already healed.” When those words come from the All they are like a glimpse, a flash into the Absolute, which can bring on GodSelf level realizations.

2- I can’t act in an automated karmic pattern anymore without serious consequences.

So here’s an example : I was traveling with my husband and we arrived at the LA airport and we were picking up our luggage on one of the carousels. I asked him a question about our car rental that triggered a part of him and he went into the archetype of the authority figure. I could immediately feel myself acquiescing to the dynamic of victim/perpetrator. I had the awareness to step to the side internally and ask “What is happening?” as the dynamic unfolded and I felt like I had no control over acting like a victim, like a wounded child who can’t do anything right.

It literally felt like being sucked back into the gravity of the birth process, into the finite experience of the horizontal. I was aware and acting out this pattern like a puppet at the same time. It was so hard on my nervous system that I couldn’t talk and I had to just take deep breaths for like 15 minutes to come back myself. It was pretty brutal. 

I realized that I cannot do things like that anymore. That those kinds of dynamics cannot come into Theos and so I either get kicked out to act in those karmic plays or I say NO and stay in Theos. This No is coming from the mouth of God, which feels like the gatekeeper into the Kingdom.

3- The more I actively allow through creative tension the more the subject/object collapses. 

So I have a much more resilient nervous system now. I’m not creating new anchors and I’m acting much less from old ones so my new nervous system is always in the vertical. In the vertical there is no story attached to experience so the central nervous system is relaxed and I’m fully all here to deal with life as it is right now.

So there is a sense of stability in the ever changing new.

Through the discipline of actively allowing creative tension to dissolve creations in real time I learned that I am truly in control of my reality. When the dualistic nervous system was just reacting to life as if it was outside, the new nervous system feels an intimacy with what’s in our immediate awareness and we now know how to create real change rather than just trying to control or negotiate life by moving finite energy around. 

4- New Energy fully lives and fully lets go.  It chooses what it gives life to and what it lets dissolve back. It doesn’t live in attachment to outcome.

Getting the mental and emotional bodies in the flow of GodConsciousness puts New Energy in command. You can’t be jerked around by experience, by thoughts, emotions because you have the creator ability to dissolve what isn’t serving you through love, through command of the energy. When you say NO, that reality cannot rise up from the backdrop of creation. 

We get used to zero point living, to life full on and at the same time full on dissolving, this is what living energy is. It does not get stuck or stop moving. It’s always in motion.

Feel free to share your own experiences and expressions in the comments below! I always love hearing from you guys.

Have a beautiful day ☀️.

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  1. New Energy Creator Patreon page - Ascended Master Teachings for the New Energy Era. Sarah, Kuthumi and Morya

January 18, 2025 /Keiko Niwa
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