The Proton

You’ve all heard of the pendulum, right?

The duality pendulum that swings from one side to it’s opposite. From good to bad,  masculine to feminine, from light to dark, etc.

So I was hanging out in the neurons in the gut region of the body and I was feeling into reality creation. I could see the formation and dissolution of realties occurring at the subatomic level.

I realized that I was a proton. My consciousness was showing me something.

Then I felt a pull to my left. There was a desire pulling at me, a definite feature of duality.

I started moving to that side and then I took a step back to view what was going on.

What I noticed was that there was a version of the proton being pulled and a version not moving at all. A version stayed in place.

And when I looked even wider I could see that I was in fact in many positions all over the place. 

I was in superposition.

I could move left and follow the pull as the proton became the wave function and be in the duality loop as a conscious proton.

When I go into the pull as a conscious proton the awareness begins to create something new.

The proton which is a very important component of what keeps DNA strands held together, is not compelled to only do what it usually does in the DNA.

It can now also be in superposition while in its role as the connector between atoms.

What that does is reveal layers I’ve never seen before.

I can see the DNA at the quantum level and it’s so much more than what I thought it was.

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So, subatomic particles in superposition remain in a state of potential until something acts upon them to make them move in a specific direction like gravity or the desire for a certain outcome.

If there is a person who is living in duality and is having a normal life then they are moving to free will. They may think they are in charge of their lives but really whats happening is they are being pulled this way and that by their external situations. 

When you back away from that dynamic into the quantum realm and connect to a deeper intelligence you begin to notice that things work differently here.

The conscious proton is not ruled by free will and so it does not have to act as it would in duality. 

This is the domaine of Divine Will, when your consciousness is present the magnetics change.

The attraction is no longer towards the dualistic DNA situation of 2 strands containing life but is now in a porous plasma state of creative neutrality where the flow is unimpeded by illusory barriers because you know this is all your energy.

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So what happens to the proton that gets pulled and takes form through magnetizing linear patterns in the DNA?

It collapses into the defined particle its being told to be and becomes finite energy and therefore it can decay.

It becomes matter that has a beginning and an end. It is on the horizontal path. It’s singular and trapped.

So what we want to do is return to the before, to the light before it becomes form. We want to sit in the void. The reason we want to do this is because this act reveals doorways we have never seen before. And every time we take steps through them we are making duality more permeable.

The more porous our environment gets the less we feel like we used to. The less our body reacts to outside stimuli. The body comes along as its cells change from barriers to conduits. 

The energy rearranges within each cell to configure to let life live itself through it. 

To get to the more expansive truth we walk through lies that keep us linear and small. 

We become the conscious proton that effortlessly moves through these lies by being what it inherently is. By being the untouchable superimposed particle it is before it was made into form.

It can quantum tunnel through all barriers and boundaries just by being itself. No force or momentum is needed.

Instead of magnetizing horizontally, we can magnetize to our true nature.

Instead of closing the drawbridge we keep it up and what fills the gap is not free will desire but instead our true supreme intelligence becomes the bridge.

Our gnost bridges all the gaps. Not memory, not old neurotransmitters, but gnost. 

Our mind adjusts to this drastic change in communication as we actively allow it to.

We direct the show as consciousness with the only real Will that exists.

The DNA reveals more then just the 2 strands we operate with in this relative reality as the subatomic particles superimpose and we can reorient around new truths.

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The energy stops decaying when it’s released from finite atomic structures. You no longer feel like a person moving through time and space when you let more and more beliefs of who you are go. You enter into the unseen world but you can see with your creational intelligence. 

The creational intelligence you are nurturing and fostering through the creation of passageways through old DNA genetics and memory loops. 

You have created enough passageways to be able to connect the dots you couldn’t see before. And through this intelligence you can make sense of what is going on in the body. 

This is how we create the environment in the body that is in sync with our natural state of being. 

We walk through all the “no’s” all the false ideas of who I am, all the lies. The veils get more porous. 

We get soft as we feel our true nature qualities more and more through this process.

We create more space. From condensed and impenetrable to loose, open, permeable, passable. 

Everything feels plasma like now. The electromagnetic flows of your true nature can communicate unimpeded as your internal environment takes on this new state to have the tangible experience.

Your willingness opens the door and your true will walks you through it.

Layers of Truth

In Indian tradition there are 5 layers of body. They go from dense gross matter and get more and more subtle as you go all the way to the bliss body. 

I like the way Sadhguru describes them. In a nutshell he says that 3 are to do with the physical dimension, these are the physical body, the mental body and the pranic body. 

The next body is a bridge to the nonphysical, it is the body of supreme intelligence or creational intelligence.

The next body is nonphysical. It is called the bliss body because that is what we experience when we touch it. It contains all.

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So take a walk with me into the energy body or as it’s called in India the pranic body. 

There is a whole world whirling and buzzing in here.

At this level energy is called prana in Sanskrit. It is what energy is before it takes form. 

It’s consciousness in motion. 

You can feel the intelligence here. 

The energy body contains centers and channels that the energy moves through. The centers are programmed to direct the prana to move in certain passageways or tubes.

So this body is the blueprint to this physical body. It is a map of the 2 nervous systems and ultimately for all the systems and functioning of the physical body.

Yogis have this body all mapped out. They understand the energy body in depth and therefore understand the physical body in depth. 

When we feel into the biorhythm we can sense the breath and the heartbeat. These 2 systems are working involuntarily. We don’t need to think about breathing or pumping the heart, they have their own intelligence.

If we feel into it further we can sense that there is a whole symphony at play here. A complex system keeping this biology alive. A cacophony of communication moving between systems, from points here to there.

There are jobs here, this center controls this part and that one controls another part. And the systems need to communicate between each other for a healthy body to function as well.

We took prana, which is a field of pure potentiality and we gave it boundaries and directions. 

We shaped the energy by separating it’s functions. We created multiple centers that initiated flow to move in specific directions.

Does this not feel like the creation of space?

Now take a step back with me, before the energy body was created, you can sense that there is a grander intelligence here. One that has no specific or fixed direction.

We don't need to go from point A to point B to communicate here, instead points A and B are lighting up simultaneously. 

Think of the quantum physics experiments involving the entanglement of particles. When 2 particles touch and one of them is stimulated the other is instantaneously stimulated even if it is located at a great distance away. This is how communication is beyond time and space.

There are no fixed control centers here and the intelligence has no constraints.

So how did we go from no center to the perception of one? And further, how do we create something new?

The energetic spine created the idea of a contained center.

To create space we need distance. We need to travel. We need a linear path.

The energy body creates these paths. It connects point A to B. 

We inhale, the air moves into the lungs, the oxygen moves into the cells and the Co2 moves out of the cells, the oxygen moves through the blood into the tissues, more exchange occurs in set pathways. It’s all laid out.

The creation of time goes right along with the creation of space. In order to go from point A to B we need to move in a specific direction over a period of time.

So if we go into the nonphysical dimension, through the spine and out beyond time and space, we can feel that everything that has ever been created is here.

Returning back to the nonphysical through the bridge of creative intelligence gives our consciousness a doorway into all of creation. 

We begin to become aware of all the programming in the 3 physical bodies and start to manufacture new energy. Energy that is infinite and programmable by consciousness itself. 

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When we’re having a normal human life we are sourcing energy from a perceived outside. Through the air, food, water. All the energy we consume is added to the physical body.

When we redirect our energy back into the spine and to the true source , the energy begins to recede from its old perceptions and begins to move in a new direction. 

All the energy starts dancing to the same tune from the same center-less source. 

The programming that kept the energy moving in set pathways from separate energy centers is freed through creative tension. 

Communication goes wireless and energy is undefined.

As the energy goes vertical the boundaries dissolve and the sensation of inner and outer worlds collapses. 

Everything we consume is no longer coming from the perception of an outside source. It’s all your energy and now your energy is all on the same page, going towards the same destination, which is the creation of a new energy body.

Now you feel yourself walking through the 3rd nervous system. You are no longer walking through an outside world, you are walking within Theos.

When you go beyond time and space and slowly let go of defining energy, the fixed mental body can then come along into its grander intelligence. It becomes malleable to the field of potentiality that energy really is. 

I feel this occurring at the cellular level. (See previous article)

The energy is released and we can play in new ways with a mind that is so open that everything is seen as a miracle and life is an absolute wonder.

We literally have access to all the layers of creation itself because we have this physical body. It allows our consciousness to experience the densest most fixed layer that energy can be and upon inner exploration we realize that it contains everything preceding it. 

The physical body remains and you have access to all.

In the 3rd nervous system we are loose. We can go into creation and out of it. We are in a constant state of surrender because we don’t know what the unknown is and we don't want to limit what it can be.

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