Purpose

When we are young and playing in our worlds we don't think about the future and what we will be when we grow up.

I mean we do if that question is asked of us of course but if it was never asked it would take a while before we even realized the game of going to school to become something.

If we were never asked such a thing my guess is we would chug happily along in our worlds of play and wonder.

We would use our innate curiosity to lead us along our path and choices would come from a space of spontaneity, just to see what happens.

Things like learning to walk and talk which are no easy feat are explored by babies with repetition and persistence, not because someone told them to but by their own inner desire to naturally explore the world around them and their own bodies.

If you watch a baby breathe they naturally breathe into their bellies, something we forget and must relearn through taking yoga classes.

I remember years ago I went to a women who had connected to her abilities to read the original blueprints of creation and I asked her what my purpose was. I had no human desires or passions. I felt completely lost, I knew I was here to do something but I didn't know what and I needed her to tell me desperately. 

Part of me was hoping she would map out my future life and give me solid answers.

What she said was this, “Your purpose is curiosity, joy and love.”

I was taken aback a bit and then I thought, “OK, I feel that deeply. But what am I supposed to do with that?”

It turns out that I’m supposed to BE that.

I couldn’t fully hear her then, this was about 9 years ago but this morning I’m revisiting this communication and I’m just now fully feeling the truth in her words.

 So simple, too simple for a mind to allow in.

It wasn't a mind that could take it in, it was a heart level communication and I didn't have the defenses down enough to understand the depth of her transmission.

My joy is the restoration and expression of living truth in the world and all I am here to express is a love of life in it’s purest truest sense. 

Reconnecting back to undiluted curiosity, untainted joy and incorruptible love is the key to restoring and rejuvenating the sensation of life force running through my entire body.

All the ideas and stories in between me and that are just bridges.

The only way out is through as they say.

This is why I look at everything and feel everything as best as I can, it’s to always see through distortion because choosing a more enlightened state is a moment to moment thing.

We were born with all the knowing we need, we exhibited all the attributes of original creation as babies and children, and we can restore everything that we choose because nothing is ever lost.

As we reverse back into everything we are the clarity deepens.

We return to innocence but now with the wisdom of experience so we can venture into something completely new.

We soften and allow with the diligence of a baby learning to walk and talk.

We create passageways back to truth for whomever chooses this too as we do this.

As we do all of this we create a vastly more fulfilling existence of service at the level of the Divine and I can’t fathom anything that could be more purposeful than that.

Student of New Energy

The experience of multidimensional sensations is a key to how I gain control over the mind.

Control of the mind has nothing to do with manipulation, its not control as the mind understands it.

Gaining agency over the mind occurred when I began to focus on multiple sensations in the body.

When you feel 2 or more feelings or sensations at once the mind stills.

The linear mind can not do this so it goes quiet. 

We begin to get used to the feeling state of infinity. Of all of our energy experienced in simultaneity.

This is something that we already innately know we just have to return back to it. You would not be aware of it otherwise. 

We allow what is not that to burn away in creative tension to make space for truth. We explore and experiment and let it be revealed. We follow inner feelings and the more we do this the more adept we get at it.

The resistance to this exploration is all mental programming. Thoughts and emotions that don't want to play in this new experience are not organic to you. 

Getting back to a multidimensional existence ends suffering, it ends stuckness and dullness because it allows you get back in touch with your formless state of existence which is more real then physicality.

The organic structures of creation that we are returning to are so simple and yet have so much depth.

When I feel into true feeling states like joy, it feels so rich. It’s structure is endless, and yet its just a simple 3 letter word. It is an original component of creation and so its not a finite energy, its infinite when felt beyond the mind. Its uncontainable. Its multi-layered.

Simple words like love, peace, play are all so uplifting and inspiring because they open us up to what reality is really all about.

The simplicity of it makes the mind doubt and look for more complex answers and this is a trap.

So we just continue to focus on original structures and our entire reality changes before our very eyes.

We can’t be pulled down into our own lies when the alternative is so much more fun and true.

So the influence the mind once had fades into distant memory as we go multidimensional.

As life lives itself through us directly from the heart as the interface.

This is what New Life feels like for me, it’s a dance of feeling creative intel and making my way towards the potential being lit up through action. 

This is what “right action” means to me. It’s action that is taken to bring more unity, to bring more Spirit into this reality through pure awareness.

All action is “right action” when you are being lead by your own creative intelligence.

And when the mind realizes that it can not help any longer with problem solving using finite means it gets on board, stops interfering and quiets down.

It has helped me tremendously to quiet the mind, although that was more of a byproduct then a goal of a heart lead life.

If this is a lifetime of Spirit descending into form then it’s all Self lead we are just learning how to become aware and flow with the information we’re being given. 

The more we surrender to our natural rhythms the more we are in awareness with truer, clearer states of life.